...to truly capture what went down this weekend. ha, I really don't have any words in particular, but I'm going to try anyway. You know, God can tell you to do something and give you confirmation upon confirmation, yet nothing quiiite clicks until His power manifests and just consumes every part of me.
I had no idea that I would share this weekend about my MS diagnosis; I planned to be much more general/vague, but God had/has something greater in store. I'm so thankful for the people He has blessed me with that also hear from the Holy Spirit and continue to encourage me..so so so BLESSED! "where would I be, if not for Your grace, carrying me in every season?" My prayer is that whatever words I spoke or move I made were so much bigger than myself and turned everyone's focus towards my Savior - may HE receive all the glory. I'm still amazed at how humbling it is to have physical control and power taken out of my hands..well, it never really has been mine to take charge of. Yet God is gracious enough to give us a free will and then love us just the same when we lay down what we're holding on to so tightly, and reach for His hand instead.
This entire week and weekend has also helped me understand why last week seemed to suck so much - satan kept trying to distract me from what God was preparing my heart for, and it didn't work. Sweet Lord, may my life continue to bear much fruit for YOUR Kingdom. ahhh, and I'm out. God is awesome.
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