New.

(note! previous post = last minute scholarship entry)

I feel, surprisingly refreshed, rejuvenated, re-focused, re-motivated.
Weird - feeling rested after a break? ah, such a concept. Hallelujah.
I'm wondering lately, what do I spend my time talking about the most?
Is it me?
Is it what I'm doing?
Is it my family?
Is it complaining?
Is it encouraging?
Am I professing Christ before man?
I don't know.

Reminded that I need to be thinking about the thoughts I think.
More intentionality, purpose, focus.
(you know?)
I want that.
and I can!
Do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Not desiring to be "normal" any more, because I think I'm finally accepting (again) that God has not called me to be "normal."
(or, perhaps I need to line up my definition of "normal" with His.)

Striving to take His Word as a command, not a suggestion.
And not be offended by His commands - He knows who He is and what He wants.
How comforting for such an indecisive, flighty person like myself.
thankful that God is BIG.
and that I can't fully comprehend/wrap my mind around who He is and what He does. glory.